Show your true self parasite!!

    Lab report can really shows a person’s true colour. I had done the experiment on real human and i can said that the result really amaze me. Their behaviour can change depending on how useful you are to them and how much you can bring benefits to them. When you don’t know something and you try ask them some questions regarding the lab problem, you can see that they are not trying their best at all to help you. "Sorry ah, i dont know anything. Sorry ah, i havent do yet. Sorry ah, you try ask that guy. Sorry ah, I next week only pass up, so no need rush. Sorry ah, my dog need to go hospital. Sorry ah, i dont know what excuse to tell u". There are some who don’t even want to reply your message, as if they are at outside malaysia and can’t afford to pay for the sms bill.

    That only happen if you haven’t complete your report. Just wait and see when you tell them that you had done yours. You will see that all those "sorry" people will rush towards you and ask for your copy. They will surround you like flies flying around a shit. "Please ah, i dont know anything. Please ah, I havent do yet. Please ah, dont care about that guy, just give it to me. Please ah, I this week need to pass up, must rush liao. Please ah, my dog died in hospital already. Please ah, I still dont know what excuse to tell you". Remember the people who were in oversea? Somehow they will suddenly have enough cash to sms you and fly back to malaysia just to find you (Your dream. They come for your report, not you). Thats the only time when your handphone will keep on receiving messages. Sigh.. Human’s attitude.. Lucky I’m not one of them. 

 

Finally finish all the presentation!!

    Wohoo!! Finish my english for engineering presentation! Although I’m a bit too fast in my presentation, but it still way better than during my pengajian malaysia presentation. At least there is no any stupid moment. The first one who do the presentation was an indian guy (dunno his name) and the second one was a chinese guy (i know him but dunno his name). The next one was Ting San and she was talking about the SMART tunnel. In my opinion, she done well but somehow she felt that she’s too nervous and done badly. Too humble i guess. Its chee seng’s turn after her and he was talking about the importance of wearing safety attire at construction site. Before he started his presentation, he showed us a short video clip and its really funny XD. Chee seng told me that he purposely put the video inside to buy him some time. Not bad. After he finished his presentation, its my turn now. Although I’m feeling nervous, I’m sure I’m able to pull it off nicely as I had been prepared for the past 2 days. So, i can say that all the preparation are worth it. However, during my presentation, i noticed that most of the audiences were smiling including the lecturer. I not sure why but i hope it’s a good thing.

    Few minutes past and it was the girl turn to present (from other lecture group). I had mentioned about her before in my previous blog and at that time, I was hoping that she can finished her presentation within the time limit so that she doesn’t have to repeat her presentation again. Well, she managed to do it and I was happy for her. She still using the same topic (the Leaning Tower of Paris) but she cut down her contents due to time constrain. But still, her performance was not affected by it. She present her topic with the same confidence which she had shown from the previous week. Inspiring.

 

LOL!! XD

    During the break time after math, Chee Seng told me that he’ll be going back now because he’s sleepy and tired. I thought it will be ok because Ting San will be accompanying me. At least I’m not left alone. But then, she later told me that she wants to go back to prepare for her presentation tomorrow. Sigh.. Although I got other friends in my course, somehow it doesn’t feel the same without both of them.

    Still, I had an enjoyable day today with my foundation friends (Joseph, Mother Gan, Daniel and Weng Yan). Really have a fun time with them. Daniel just cut his hair and it looks funny. He also acts extra crazy today, so I told Gan that maybe his hair is his brain juice. After cutting off his hair, he lacked of brain juice to keep him sane.

    After finished taking our lunch, we went to an empty room to study (that our initial idea). But somehow, we spend most of our time there talking nonsense. We talked rubbish, shared some jokes and laughed our heart out. It’s has been a long time since I laugh really hard. Kinda remind me of the foundation year. We were talking about my experience at LRT, the Indian guy with bad fashion sense that make him look like naked, the Indian girl with her hair ‘growing out from her butt’, alien vs. predator2, the omen, ms Gertrude’s fear of opening the window, the chastity belt joke and more nonsense. Love the moment and I hope that we can spend more time together again to act crazy XD.

 

Which path should i choose??

It just took a few sentences to make human feel depressed. The incidence happens yesterday, during a lecture class. The guy that I don’t really like (I’m gonna label him as S) complained to a friend of mine (which I gonna label as T) that he’s very lonely, why does T treated him like that and all those emo stuff. Initially, I don’t really know what they were talking as S asked T to go outside the class to talk. Though I was curious, I decided to stay out of it as I believed it doesn’t involve me. But then, T told me what they were talking about and I was immediately depressed. I don’t really know the cause of this emotion, it just simply appear from nowhere. I’m not sure what S were really trying to do but I have a strong feeling that he’s trying to mess up my mind. Few days earlier, he’s the one that told T that two of my friends were the culprits in trying to ruin our presentation.  I find it hard to believe as I never thought that these two friends will backstab us from behind. I told T that maybe S was lying and trying to cover up his dirty deeds but T insists that S is always honest to T. That time, I was confused on what to believe; the damn S or my 2 friends. Back to the yesterday’s incidence, T told me that S is actually a very nice guy and is trying his best to change his behavior.  And S actually requested something from T which I find it hard to agree with. If I were to follow my heart, I wouldn’t give a damn to this guy’s needs. But if I try to be very open-minded and use rational thinking, I will give that guy a chance to change and let him have it his way. The choices which I have to make really affect me negatively.  Hate myself for letting this tiny problem to bother me that way and also hate my emotion for doing this to me.

 

 

 

Math ahh.. and Life is unfair?

    Today just finish the math test and I could say that the test was the easiest I had ever done in my uni life. Seriously, all the questions are straight forward and there is no hidden ‘trap’ on it. But unfortunately, like usual, I’ll screw up my opportunity. I know how to do the question (I had been practiced all night) but somehow I took unnecessary risk by trying other method, which is definitely wrong. And guess what, the question is worth 10 marks. So painful….But now, I’ll try to complain less about my performance cause lately, I had been posting up blogs complaining about my report, presentation, etc. Must stop revealing my weakness to the world. But there was one event which I really want to share as I want most of you who read this to ponder over it to see whether it is fair or not.

    Yesterday (Tuesday), my class was doing the oral presentation. A few lazy guys in my lecture group were not prepared at all as they perform their presentation by reading from a piece of paper. But the lecturer, who judged us, doesn’t scold or comment about it at all. I wanted to tell the lecturer “Come on! Open your eye! They are not performing, they are merely reading it from the text!”.  Then, a girl from other lecture group also performs her presentation in my class because their lecture group has too many students. When she started her presentation, I was really amazed with her performance as she really presents it spontaneously. She’s not panic at all and you could hear confidence in her voice. Obviously she had been well prepared for it but somehow, her speech was over the time limit. The lecturer immediately criticized her, saying that she can’t manage her time well, no three main points, blah blah. I was furious with her comment as the girl had done her very best to perform and I dare to say that her performance was the best on that day. The lecturer actually scolds those who were prepared but decided to close one eye to those who read directly from the text. It’s totally unfair and I know that life is unfair but man, IT’S REALLY SO UNFAIR!  The lecturer then told the girl that she has to redo her presentation next week or else she will fail her. So, what’s your opinion? You be the judge.