Take Me Away

    Many people said that songs can actually reveal how you feel and your emotion. Well, for now, this song represents how I feel right now. It’s a song by Avril Lavigne and somehow I can really relate myself to it. Enjoy. 

 

"Take Me Away"

I cannot find a way to describe it
It’s there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

[Chorus:]
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can’t handle this confusion
I’m unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don’t want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don’t think you’d understand
Cause no one understands

[Chorus]

I’m going nowhere (on and on and)
I’m getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I’m going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

[Chorus]

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away

 

Mood: Slightly depressed.

 

What if…

   I was reading the synopsis for a movie called “Shrek Forever After” the other day and it really got me thinking. Here is how the story goes: Shrek was once feared by everyone in the town, before he got married to Princess Fiona. Soon after that, all those town people no longer fear him cause he’s now the king for the Far Far Away and a father now. So, he missed the old time and when he met Rumpelstiltskin (a tiny maggot witch), he made a deal with him. Rumpelstiltskin will give Shrek back his glory age in exchange of one day from Shrek entire’s life. Since he wanted to enjoy his old life back, he agreed with the deal but he never realized the mistake he had done. The tiny maggot witch took away the day when Shrek was born and as a result, the present is altered completely. Nobody recognize Shrek anymore (including Princess Fiona, Donkey and the Pussy Cat) and so, he need to find a way to undo his mistake. I haven’t watch the movie yet but since this is a fairytale movie, no doubt it will end with a happy ending.

    What I want to highlight here is the main theme of the movie, which is the consequences of all the choices and action you have made. I never thought that this kind of movie will touch a serious topic like this. After reading the synopsis, I keep thinking about the choices that I have made, the road that I had not taken, the words that i had spoke and the results/effects of all of my actions.

What if I never give up learning the Chinese language when I’m was in kindergarten? I would probably be able to mix around more easily and wouldn’t be so ‘alone’ right now.

What if I never change my arrogant attitude when I’m was in Form 2 and continue to mix with the wrong crowd? I’ll probably wouldn’t be where I am right now. Instead, I would be dropping out school early and start working.

What if I never choose UTAR to further my studies? I wouldn’t know that to register 1 tiny subject, it would take a few weeks and lots of lunch breaks. And I’ll also won’t understand the true meaning of ‘non profit organization ‘.

What if I’m in different tutorial group from my PJ gang during my 1st sem in foundation? I won’t be able to find my true friends, and to understand the joy of having someone to care about you. All those memories, and all those experiences will just be only a dream, not reality. And I will also probably end up in a class where clowns and lame jokes are consider cool.

Lastly, what if I never choose Civil Engineer as my degree course and I change to a different university after the end of my foundation? I’ll miss out all those fun and enjoyable moment..

Looking back at my past, I can say that there were things that I’m not proud of but mostly, I’m glad that I made that choices.

Oh yeah, what if I eat mentos and drink coke at the same time??

Mood: Interesting thought  

 

Tag tag

Came across this while visiting my friend’s blog. So, due to boredom, i just try it out too.

 

Bold the ones that are true for you (instead of bold, i’ll put it in red color)

I am a morning person.

I am a perfectionist.

I am an only child.

I am Catholic. 

I am currently pregnant. 

I am currently suffering from a broken heart. 

I am left handed. 

I am married. 

I am addicted to MySpace.

I’m shy around the opposite sex. (it depends how the opposite sex looks like)

I currently regret something I have done.

When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.

I enjoy country music. 

I enjoy jazz music. 

I have a car.

I have a cell phone. 

I have a pet. 

I have at least one brother or sister.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I’m smart.

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have had a broken bone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have had surgery. 

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week. 

I have had the cops called on me.

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t. 

I have kissed someone of the same gender.

I have mood swings.

I have rejected someone before. (indirectly)

I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy. (hate it)

I have watched Sex and the City. 

I like Shakespeare. 

I love to cook. 

I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to shop.

I miss someone right now.

I own over 100 CDs.

I own over 100 DVDs. 

I own and use a library card.

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. 

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day. 

I strongly dislike math.

I think Britney Spears is pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.

I work at a job that I enjoy. 

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White. 

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired. 

I am currently waiting for someone.

I lost contact with someone.

I hate Miley Cyrus. 

I think Party In The USA is catchy.

I’d hate Harry Potter. 

I can name all the past presidents of the United States.

I know who was president before George Bush.

I love pickles.

I need the internet to live.

I prefer vanilla over chocolate.

I watched Star Trek. 

I watched all six movies of Star Wars.

I own an Xbox. 

I think music is life.

 

Mood: nothing special.

 

 

Birthday!!

    Gotta admit that i feel kinda touched with what my friends did, especially the PJ gang. Thanks guys and gals!! I was in a toilet when my friend came over to my seat to give me some presents. So, when i returned back to my seat, i was a bit shocked and happy when i saw the gifts.  While i was looking through all the gifts, my degree friends who were sitting behind me, keep saying “Wow. Woo. Ahh” (something like that)

Looking at Joseph’s gift, i thought it was a chocolate box or some kind of candy. But when i open it, my mind went ‘Lol!!’. It’s a Super 3D Puzzle! Almost put the box into the fridge.

 

Yup. That’s the gift I got^^

There were four pieces of board inside it.

 

Well, would you look at that! Not bad!

It took me an hour to finish it. Simply love the moment. It’s like playing with Lego.

 

   My PJ gang also bought me another gift, which is a bookmark and a novel. When i opened that gift, i keep on smiling because they really got me this time. I saw the title “Devil May…” and i thought it was an anime based novel. Then finally i saw the full title which is “Devil May Care”, a James Bond novel. Guys, you really make my day. Thanks!!

    My dad  however, bought me a nice, delicious, creamy, yummy and sweet ice cream cake! He chose a coffee flavor cake, which is my favourite =). I didn’t put any candles on it because i don’t want to spoil the cake. It look nicer without any candles poking out from it.

  

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The top layer is the coffee flavour ice cream, the middle is the cappucino ice cream and the bottom is the coffee sponge cake. *saliva dripping*

    To end it all, i’m grateful that i have a thoughtful friends and family. My friends make my heart happy while my parent make my stomach happy. In fact, i ate so much on my birthday until there’s a blister next to my mouth. Haha, gotta start controlling my eating habit now.

Mood: Happy!!