Official report for 1st week Y1S3

    Not so much changes in utar except that somehow I noticed the environment there is a bit moody and gloomy. Maybe it is because there are fewer students studying in the short sem. But I think the real reason behind it is that there are a few persons that I know had done badly in the previous final exam and some are forced to appeal in order to continue their studies here. It’s sad to see that they still fail even though it’s obvious that they did put in effort to pass the subject, unlike some super lucky people who can pass without even trying. Just hope that they will be strong all the way and never give up trying.

    About the subjects that I’m taking this sem, so far it’s ok. Not too bad. For moral subject, i got a super active guy as my lecturer who really loves to said out lame stuffs. Some are funny but mostly are sweat cases. The thing i like about him is that he really wants to teach and helps the students to pass the subject, which are the characteristics that most lecturers don’t have now a day. Lol, by looking at him teaching, i thought he is high on drugs. Structural analysis is just ok and it’s almost like statics subject. I thought i can say goodbye to statics forever but it keeps coming back to revenge.. T.T   (Terminator UEME1132 aka Statics: “I’ll be back”.)  The last subject is Ethics and manner and after looking through the content, this subject seem to be pretty easy but I’m afraid of the presentation part. I still can’t get rid of this stage fright thingy. The another thing I’m worry about is the group assignment stuff. The group members were formed randomly and after knowing my group members, I can somehow predict some troubles and difficulties in the assignment. I just hope I’m wrong about this.

    The thing that I had learned this week is that I should start to control my mouth, filter the content and think before I talk. It happen like this. I was talking to a friend before the class start when I suddenly noticed the tomboy girl enter the class and seat at the front row. So I started to talk about her, just for fun. It’s not a gossip but a totally crap stuff. I keep on talking and talking but i didn’t notice that I talk quite loud. So, while I keep spitting out nonsense, a girl sitting in a row in front of me started to look behind to see who’s the one that talk rubbish. For a few seconds, we stare into each other eye and at that moment, I know I’m in deep sh*t already. There’s no way I can take back what I have said. Like that’s not embarrassing enough, that girl nudge her friend sitting beside her and pointed her finger at me. Her friend look at me and gave me a mocking smile. Omg, I really feel embarrassed with the whole thing. Initially, I said it just for the fun of it but after that incidence, I feel like a bad guy being caught for stealing.  If we know each other, then maybe it’s ok. We can continue make fun of it. But I barely know that girls, not even their names… And people say that first impression is very important… I’ll be totally speechless if one day, I’ll be placed randomly into the same group as the 2 girls and the tomboy for group assignment.

   

 

Holiday almost over

    Less than 1 week left and my sem3 going to start. I do feel a bit excited and lazy at the same time. Excited because I miss my usual walking to and fro from utar routine and also miss the funny and weird people who I’ll sometimes meet in LRT. And lazy because of the hot weather. This month’s weather really damn hot and I can already feel the heat even though I’m sitting at home, doing nothing with the fan blowing towards me. So, I can’t imagine how it would feel to walk under the sun to utar..

   This week is not only the last week of holiday, but it also the doom week for me. The result for the final will be out soon and like always, I’m really worry about the result that I gonna get. During foundation, I always worried about my physics result. In my degree life, I was worried about my dynamics result in sem 1 and now, I’m worry about my statics result. Hate this kind of torture man. Its has become a trend where I will always worry about any subjects that involve forces, momentum and all those reaction thingy. I just hope that I can pass the statics subject cause I don’t want to repeat that subject and listen to the lecture all over again. I’m already sick of letting force equal zero or summation of momentum equal to zero. Done that so many times already…

    About my holiday, I kinda enjoy it. It really feel good to do nothing at all. In fact, I never hold a pen for a few weeks already and i not sure whether I can still write nicely or not. Maybe my handwriting will be as ‘beautiful’ as doctor’s handwriting.  All i do so far are eat, sleep, listening musics, watch anime, watch tv and read story book. Lol, I never feel so useless before^^. Anyway, I come across this song band called “Evanescence” while surfing the net and their songs are really cool! It got a bit of the dark theme and like Avril Lavigne, it got that rock kind of songs. Really enjoy listening to the songs and I’m trying to download their songs as much as possible before the holiday end.