During my first year of working, I always tell myself that no matter what happened, I should never stay back and work overtime till past 7pm. I wanted to set this guideline as early as possible in my career life, so that I would never become a workaholic. I want to work for a living, not the other way around.
However, it wasn’t easy to keep to that standard. I didn’t manage to go back on time most of time, but at least the OT wasn’t very often.
It’s a different case for this month though. Tasks keep on piling up, due date instantly keeps on being replaced with a new dateline for new tasks. I’ve been going back home quite late nowadays. From the 7pm time limit, it was pushed to 8pm, and then slowly pushed to 9pm.
The main issue of doing this is that it creates routine in your life. Before this, I would laugh off at the idea of leaving office at 9pm. But after repeatedly doing it, it started to become a norm in my life. 8pm doesn’t feel late to me anymore. In fact, it even felt like 8pm is too early to go back home. To be honest, I’m afraid with the way this is going. I don’t want to stayed back and work but I simply have no other choice if I were to meet the dateline.
I just hope that I’ll be able to quickly end this terrible life routine, before it gets even more serious.