Few more things to settle

Just finished my IDP presentation and I don’t know what I present at all. All I did was click here, drag here, drag there, and describe what I see in the laptop screen. It feels even weirder during the Q and A session. To answer questions that you have no idea about. Nevertheless, this assignment is finally over. Just few more to go.

These past few days, I’ve been treating my body pretty badly. Eat late, sleep late, skip dinner. But there’s no other choice. And because of these, I noticed that I actually lose weight and it’s kinda scary when I think about it. The ring that I wear felt more loose and my blood veins on my hand are getting more obvious. Shit, few more days with this kind of lifestyle, I’ll end up looking like drug addict. I have to start gaining weight, exercise more (i stop exercising two weeks ago) and read a REAL book. After reading all the technical journals, I need to read something that have real ‘feeling’ and ’emotion’, if you get what I mean.

FYP presentation, here i come!

 

Lady voted ugliest on the internet gives a remarkable speech

Just to share a meaningful video.

Words, though not physical, can easily destroy someone. It doesn’t need lots of effort and it doesn’t even need to be true. I’ve seen and even experience on how damaging effect can words be if they are used with an evil intention. So, be careful with the words that you used when you talk to someone as it can be a trigger to something else.

 

The Future Me Meets The Present Me

Recently, there are so many problems happened around me. As the time passes, It’s like I don’t have the emotional strength anymore to cope with it. Everything happened in one go. I get tired with all these, and just wish that I simply don’t care any longer. The friend that I thought I knew, turns out different from expected.

That’s why, if I can wish for any kind of special gift to have, I want the ability to communicate with the future me. My future me, who have gone through all these, can advise the present me on the road safe taken, to spare myself from all these burden of feelings.

 

Death

Death, one of the examples on how life can be so unfair. Today, I just saw the news about the death of Joyce Ng, a UTAR student. Although I don’t know her personally, I still couldn’t help but feel sad upon hearing that news. She’s still so young and have so much more thing to experience but all of that was taken away from her. Just like that. No warning, no second chance. Her death reminds me of my another friend. His name is Krishnan and we studied in the same primary school till standard six. And it wasn’t that long ago that he passed away due to high fever. His death really shocked me, especially because we have the same age. To think that he passed away that young and I’m still here, experiencing life and typing this post, makes you think how truly lucky you are. That Death choose other people instead of you.

Rest in Peace Joyce Ng and may your family stay strong in this difficult time.

 

Pre-Graduation Pic!

The good thing about Pre-Graduation photo taking is that you can look as smart as possible and take photos with other smart looking people. That’s the only day where we will look like a real professional and, erm, dependable? The bad thing starts after the photo taking session ends. That’s when you realize that by taking all these photos, you are telling everyone that you SHOULD be graduating by the next semester. If somehow your friends/lecturers see you again in university, they will know what went wrong. Gahh… please, I hope everything will be okay this semester. I have been doing badly for my concrete test and I’ll be having Engineering Application in Environment, which is full of chemistry theories and calculations and I hate chemistry…

Anyway, here are some of the pictures taken.

Ting San, my best friend in my course, the one who made all the differences. Hopefully, this will not be the last picture of us together. =]

I forgot what we are talking about. Compacting something, i guess.

Another 2 more angels in civil engineering: Sheue Li and Jie Jing (left to right)

And as you can see here, with the availability of camera phone, we tend to entertain ourselves this way.

Yup, that’s the only civil engineering students in my batch. That’s how small we are. (except the girl on the right)