New Books! ^^

Finally I have the free time to use my RM250 book voucher and by spending them in Popular bookstore, I get an additional RM50 voucher. Definitely one of my happiest day ever!! There’re so much choices, so much books to choose. I wish I have more ^^

I don’t know why but books really comfort me. I feel so ‘secure’ having books around me. Enough of that, here are the pictures of the novels my family and I bought. (My younger sister and I used both of our vouchers today)

 

Finally I got this book! =D

For my dad.

Unfortunately, this year will be my last year to obtain the book voucher.. =(

 

Want to try something different..

After looking back these past few weeks, I feel as if I didn’t do anything significant. Everything felt… very ‘organised’. It means that I’m still in my comfort zone, doing the same thing over and over again. After interviewing Dr Lee from Nehemiah Reinforced Soil for my assignments, I felt the urge to do community service again. He mentioned that we must always help those who are more unfortunate than us.

The last time I done a community service was last year, during my internship at SMHB. It felt great to help people and I enjoy that feeling of accomplishment. Today, while eating lunch with my best friend, I saw a booth recruiting for volunteer to clean up the Zoo Negara. I wanted to go but 1) it falls on end of April, which is quite close with my final exam and 2) I have to pay a fee to volunteer myself?? What the heck? Anyway, I really want to consider it. I need something new in my life.

 

Jealousy, Pain, Love

Few days ago, I posted this quote as my facebook status; “Jealousy is that pain which a man feels from the apprehension that he is not equally beloved by the person whom he entirely loves” by Joseph Addison.

Jealousy, the mother of all seven sins! I hate it, simply hate it. It’s so tough to get rid of it. Most people would say that if you feel envy towards a person, let it go and just keep moving forward. Easier said than done.

All this while, I’ve been trying to ignore that feeling and seriously, I did try. But it often fails because somehow for me, to ignore the envy is to stop loving the person. And I couldn’t do it, because I couldn’t stop loving the person. Most people who read that status thought that I had recently fell in love but no, it had happen long time ago. I only start to post about it as I need to release that feeling out.

Sigh… I genuinely care about her but why does she always have to make me feel as if I’m easily to be replaced with somebody else? As if I’m no longer a value to her. I hope you understand why I acted cold sometimes.